I have woken up feeling better.

Not swirly.  Not no idea where to start.  But better.  The world has colour.

I have no clue how long it will last, but for now, I have my big girl pants on, I am wearing make up for the first time in weeks, I have actually done stuff with my hair, and I have asked for an extra weekend with my babies next week because I miss them.

I am hoping to try to write here every day this week.  Not necessarily all going to be positive,  but maybe if I can empty out my brain once a day I will be able to hold onto the good and release the bad?

Let's give it a go anyway.

Bring it on!